So, I have finally decided to accept what I am and ever since I have I realized what I have been lacking in life...Purpose. Life without Loli's is meaningless and I might as well die if I can't be with them. So, I have decided to change my life for the better. I have stopped drinking soda and I am eating tons of veggies, that way when I get older I will look younger. I am excising and losing weight and finally I am going to do whatever it takes to have Loli's in my life.
I am willing to act like a total pedo hater and participate in activities that discriminate against pedos if that's what it takes to be around kids. I personally don't blame pedos that take this approach, it's us vs the world and the only thing going for us is that we can blend in with the crowd. If I have to pretend to be some religious person and join a church and participate in church youth programs, if that's what it takes to be around Loli's then I will do it.
No longer will I live in darkness and waste away like a weed waiting to be cut down. One of the few ways my life can have meaning is obtaining the love of a loli. I don't want to be a millionaire, I don't want fame, I don't want to be immortalized...I want Loli's, it's more like I need Loli's. The day I never get to see a loli again is the day that I kill myself. Oh and I refuse to call myself a pedo from now on. I am a CLover (It sounds like a snowflake name I know.) Basically a CLover is a child lover, it contains the original meaning of the word pedophile, but sadly society has twisted the word pedophile a destroyed it's original meaning.